Christian's Life Journal $ ! *

things

2006-11-17T07:56:40Z

are good
but i'm still not doing anything with myself
i need motivation

ADDICTIONS

2006-10-22T07:37:43Z

the end
cigarettes
and the rest

stuff

2006-10-01T19:03:32Z

well drank coffee
listening music
john's here

its been so long that ive been single
but now im in a relationship
weird
but awesome

last nite

2006-09-03T22:21:40Z

went well
jus listened to music wit a friend
and drank

jus got home
drinkin coffee

sis' fish

2006-09-01T19:48:37Z

is dying
i don't kno how to save him
:(

i jus got

2006-09-01T02:50:56Z

deja vu
weird when it happens

atlantic city

2006-08-30T21:59:51Z

was fun
dats bout it

stuff

2006-08-29T06:30:22Z

watching sky captain and the world of tomorrow
eating my 4th humongous bowl of pasta
going to florida tomorrow
:)

bored

2006-08-24T03:12:28Z

sucks

newark

2006-08-20T19:11:28Z

went to newark yesterday.
got home noon.
woke up jus now. i slept like an hour.
tired.
i woke up very dazed.
i wonder if i cried a lil while i was dreaming.

ny

2006-08-18T06:29:34Z

went to ny today.
times square
lunch at carmine's
then had a late late dinner at a malaysian restaurant in morristown
really goood food
it was rated at zagat's
so no surprise

i feel so sedated right now

Perpetual Complex

2006-08-12T17:19:59Z

Perpetual punishment is not for me
But in the stars of skies and trees
Whispers abundant lies of fears
The sun does shine
Brite like fier
Fiery dies in tries of near
Lies the truth in streams of clear

When it faces
Graces the wind
Breezes of fury
Wrath and dewey
Noises of quiet
Lites it be known
Under it stood
Understood

watching training day

2006-08-11T04:40:34Z

and damn
eva mendes is hot

watching

2006-08-10T15:58:16Z

forrest gump
drinking coffee

kinda confused

cigarette

2006-08-10T00:38:24Z

i want one

cigarette

2006-08-09T05:32:26Z

i want one right now
so bad

stuff

2006-08-08T21:44:16Z

my cousin went to edison
my sister is in queens
and im alone right now

and i want a cigarette
would be nice

say it ain't so

2006-08-06T16:49:58Z

Oh yeah
Alright

Somebody's Heine'
Is crowdin' my icebox
Somebody's cold one
Is givin' me chills
Guess I'll just close my eyes

Oh yeah
Alright
Feels good
Inside

Flip on the tele
Wrestle with Jimmy
Something is bubbling
Behind my back
The bottle is ready to blow

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

I can't confront you
I never could do
That which might hurt you
So try and be cool
When I say
This way is a waterslide away from me
That takes you further every day
So be cool

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

Dear Daddy
I write you in spite of years of silence
You've cleaned up, found Jesus, things are good or so I hear
This bottle of Steven's awakens ancient feelings
Like father, stepfather, the son is drowning in the flood
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

chocolate coffee

2006-08-06T03:30:40Z

is so good :)

reading

2006-08-05T05:34:14Z

i'm moving back to reading
im gonna give myself couple months
save up money

well get a job first
then save money

but
my sister is moving to brooklyn
im definiteley not feeling
being in a big house wit jus me and my mom

reading
is crappy
but i miss it

i wanna move

2006-08-04T23:39:38Z

why is it so hard

i have so

2006-08-04T08:38:12Z

many addictions

i hate

2006-08-03T02:42:23Z

this weather

pathetic

2006-08-02T16:41:38Z

someone i'm friends wit jus messaged me
sayin how basically i did wrong
because i had this girl and some guy over
and the guy told him i had them over
and dat they were fuckin
so apparently i messed up
because i allowed them to fuck around

wtf?
r u serious?
pathetic

today

2006-08-02T03:10:07Z

sucked ass
tomorrow will be better